Mistake to memories

> a 10 minutes read of my mistakes in a relationship within 9 months. she is Azilah Mohamed, my only and only one that i love in deeply in my heart. i care about her very very much and yet,it is just so different falling in love with her. i never play, linger nor ignore or even not care about her. all i have been through is a feeling that no other girl could give, to keep my promise not to hurt her, treat her as my only only one. unsuccessful.

this is my mistake, all i have done, not all. i control her so badly 'till she tears apart and yet, i just can't tell myself how stupid i am. and some of my promise had been broken. ... ... ...

the fact, between Azilah (sayang) and i. i do, really love her so much and wanna change my things up and make things better too. 9 months, it is very meaningful livin' that 9 months with you Azilah. i'm keeping myself stand straight but no, i still can't. all i have to change is my attitude that causing you to hurt. my heart, still remain yours and ever. all my promises to you, always be in my hand and in your heart for you to remember.

p/s i love you so much. this could be our 1st picture taken together at Belalong. 9th,August 2008

Seize them

> been wondering what's happening this year. people change very fast. hmmph, well, who cares. as long i'm still alive and happily loving someone in my deep inside of my heart =D

the latest couple picture

p/s : i know it is not that .. ya, you know what i mean.

Art Of Life

> hey, each individuals will face their life either in misery or easy, either challenging or unchallenged,either in love or unloved, either lucky or unlucky etc.

but it's not the end of the world, right? lets face it together. i myself face this lonesome in my great great damn life. i admit i might not be a good friend, best friend, close friend or might be a lover. well, who give a damn shit. as long i live normal, respect, honor them. that's that. i'm gonna start myself a gallery, as i'm one of the jobless and got nothing to do people.

> here's the latest picture i have taken =)

Aroma *Chill

Nature ?

>The best remedy for those who are afraid, lonely or unhappy is to go outside, somewhere where they can be quiet, alone with the heavens, nature and God. Because only then does one feel that all is as it should be and that God wishes to see people happy, amidst the simple beauty of nature.

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RENEW

>as usual, you guys known me for two years now. so dont have to introduce myself again. and i ya just renew my blog. i dont know why. just a feeling to do it. things change very fast if im not mistaken. "we gain, we lose"

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