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I just want to see you, when you're all alone.
I just want to catch you, if i can.
I just want to be there, when the morning light explodes.

I can't escape I love you till The End.

Hmm, there's something not comfortable inside me. I miss you so much. Is it ok if I say "I love you from here" than directly?

On the other side.

#1. My car needs repair.
#2. I'm out of cash.
#3. My allowance are not yet release.
#4. How could these things HAPPENED when I REALLY NEED A CAR!!

#Lastly, i wish I found someone like you.

Simplicity.

Life is awesome in some way. All we have to do is be honest and try to accept the truth and avoid blame(s) and stuff.

Memories won't be forgotten.

Our 1st time skype. You were still in Brunei.


Your last day in Brunei. For your leave to UK, proceeding your A's, Degree, MA & PHD (Insya allah)


You're in UK. Our 1st skype where I get to sleep late till morning - 8am. =D


Lastly, the moment that I will never ever ever forget. Our 1st skype till we've fallen asleep. Which I the troublemaker who doesn't wanna hung up. That time, where I was missing you so much till then.

I never expected that I have tonnes of your pictures in my folder, where you were snapped on skype live.hee. I love you Najihah......

May & may not.

What would life be if that thing doesn't exist.

You, i love you so much. I may be late for that but yeah, Ive gotten my chance to love you so much till then though. Lets be straight, no one knows about my site yet so I wanna say her name here very clear. Nurnajihah Kamaliah Bte Mohd Redzuan.

I may not be able to list the things that we've done together, which we didn't do something special about it. I may remember some of the things that we spent our time together.

I don't have much to say but one thing, I love you so much Najihah. I'm sorry if some of my says are offensive or something to you.. I wanna let all the things out.

P/S: Loving you ain't a sin but a heaven above me in some way. "I may not Compete but I never Give Up"

Like what?

What would earth look like without love in you? Love in our personality & emotion. Love to some you trusted, believed, cared etc.

There are no rules in love. Love rules doesn't exist in life.

Of coarse the word 'LOVE' everyone knows about it.

Well my point is, try to not think or hesitate in loving someone..

Missing you..

I miss the ol'days.


I miss the time when you're close.


I miss you and especially you NurNajihah Kamaliah..

Singapore.Orchard Road.

You know who you are..

You, you, you and you.. I miss you..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIJONG!!

Over the horizon.

Am I or I am being sentimental and soft-being to a specific thing?(thats a lame start =p)

I remembered that "someone" really like this photo and I decided to upload it here.


I'm not good in words though. =D and hey, although I'm not there with "you". We could always go skype, msn, facebook etc. I was so so so relieved to hear your voice, first thing in the morning. Listen you talking and laughing. (Do I sound obsess?haaha) I'm sorry, I didn't talk much. I just wanna hear your sweet voice crawling into my ears. =D enough with the cheap and sweet talk.

Wanna let you know, if you feel lonely or missing someone. Make yourself available to watch the moon and feel the breeze there as it felt like the love flows into your veins to your heart..(haahaha..ok) I'm talking serious here =p The moon represents someone who you love and it reminds you of someone all time. The moon is always there for you, dawn, morning, noon, afternoon, evening, midnight..

"YOU" "SOMEONE" "COMPLICATIONS" "LOVE" "MISSING" "FATE" "DESTINY" "DESIRE" "CHOICE"
"always be there for you"

Name it.

Well, I would love to see this photo all the time. It meant to me something special. And hey, sunflowers ain't so bad for abit romance yeah? =D

Cheers and have a wonderful holiday everyone..

It says it all

I'm standing
I'm waiting
I'm falling more in love with you
every time I find myself here
and what I feel for you
it can't be contained
and how I long for you to come
I want to get carried away by you

and everything I want is everything you are
everything I am is yours
it's yours and yours alone
everything I want you are

I've got nothing to lose except myself
I can do without cause I'll just get in your way
so here I am I know it's not a lot
but all of it is yours
and by letting go I felt so much more

everything I want is everything you are
everything I am is yours
it's yours and yours alone
everything I want is everything you are
and everything I am is yours
it's yours and yours alone
it's yours and yours alone
it's yours and yours alone
it's yours and yours alone

I am standing
I am waiting
I'm following
with hopes of
getting closer
I'd do anything
I am running
not sure where I'm going
and going as fast as I can
and I'm trusting
that you'll lead me
and carry me the rest of the way

everything I want is everything you are
everything I am is yours
it's yours and yours alone
everything I want is everything you are
and everything I am is yours
it's yours and yours alone
it's yours and yours alone
it's yours and yours alone
it's yours and yours alone
yours and yours alone

everything I want is everything you are
everything I am is yours
it's yours and yours

p/s: you know who you are..





"I'll wait for you"

It felt like you're always here..

I'm getting sentimental over you,
god tell me what's happening.

Where my morning miss you,
and my evening seeks you..

complication in life with something

>it's been awhile.hello again blogspot and dear readers.miss reading something boring from here?=p

anyways,life.a simple word,consist 4 letters in 'em.it gave us everything when we started to breathe on earth.

life.. is something we should appreciate.no matter what happens.

it wouldn't be call life if the story line is dull.but it doesn't mean the story line must be like a drama,romantic scene or something.as long there's a main character and its surroundings.


Here it starts.i know i'm a boring person to someone but that wouldn't be the boring part yet,right?i love this girl but things ain't going well because of some reason.

but hey,it's not the end of my life, yeah?fate,we don't actually know what happens next.so,now we're going to face it and accept it..

i hope its a worth of time for reading this.thanks.

ps/ i always love you.

Life

> there's nothing much to say, but I've been wondering of : 1. Why am i still single? 2. Am I happy being single? 3. Or maybe I don't know how to love girls properly anymore?

It is random though. But I wish I could solve it all. Most importantly, I miss hanging out with my close friends, especially.

I miss hanging out with my neighbors at Rimba.

I MISS ALL THE FUNS WE HAD TOGETHER..


As we get older, my close friends, my new friends, my best friend, any friend. I wish our friendship never ends.


I wish to be with a "girl" who loves me like her own family and treat my friends like her own friends and stuff. I didn't mean to be selfish here or controlling her life or what, IT IS an effort for both sides to be equal. We may argue or what, but we also can solve it smoothly; not blaming each other till death. It is a turn off when they wish and promise but it's a fake.

Baby, you've seen my world inside and out,
but you didn't even bother to feel inside me.

Baby, I love you full of my heart,
but it's nothing to you.

Baby, I beg you not to leave,
but you did it.

Baby, I may be a jealousy type,
but then you don't now why.

Baby, you need to live in your own way,
It is not call an effort for both side.

Baby, I've got nothing much anymore,
so, happy shall you be.



p/s : it's not i hate girls. Hoping someday you guys change for a better way for your future guy. CHEERS

(i got no idea what am i saying)

Hello Singapore.

> 'supp guys.. currently i'm in Singapore for a week then to Jakarta. This is my day 5th day in Singapore. An info for you guys out there. Singapore as I experiencing it. It's a "fine" city. I heard rumors said that eating 'chewing gums','smoking' and 'spitting' is illegal. All I see here is different. Well, for those smoking buffs, just find a trash with an ashtray attached to it. Now, youre legal to smoke=D

I found myself missing someone so much. From the 2nd day, I miss mama and Yasmin so much.

Yet, and there are few people i'm missing off too. Which is, Azilah. Although, we're through from our relationship. People kept on saying that I should "move on" but it's true. But the love, the caress, the soft tender touch of you ain't getting nowhere in me. I'm thinking of seeing you someday and somehow.


Stop with that sad stories. Back to Singapore. Yada yada yada(mumblings). I've been spending 300++ SGD for just only 2 days. You see the picture why right. =D


Emm, I think I'm stopping here. I'll post something interesting, soon.